I can't sleep

I finally got up after lying in bed for two hours not able to sleep.

All I have been thinking about is money. I have been promoted at work, and am now the treasurer for the church and the affiliated non-profit, and when I found out what my new salary is to be, I just about vomited. There are a lot of reasons for this. The prior treasurer in an act of great generosity diverted quite a bit of money from his salary to another employee's. But the prior treasurer is independently wealthy. I can't live on the new salary, even with the social security I receive, without deeping into my savings each month.

And so I guess I am getting to a crossroads. I need to do something so that I can sleep.